It starts with being a friend!

Sometimes in life all we need is a good friend. A good friend is a friend for life. I think if a person cannot do this then they have something to work on. Sure, it's okay to protect yourself and there is nothing wrong with that. However, if you are in a religion you can't expect to teach another person if you reject them all because they are a different religion! With Jesus it all started being a friend. In the past there have been so many quarrels and relgious fights over politics and even "religion." There should also be only one kind of war. God's war, which means a war against the bad things in the world through conquering the hearts of those in which the worse things of the world are just about to affect. If there is war, it should be a noble war. If people understand we are protecting people and trying to teach peace in other warring countries, if we could just sit down and talk problems out without resorting to violence then the world is a lot better. And for the people who want to act wicked., they are still human too. Consider what is driving their motives and how they were talked from half-way across the world. I'm not saying we should allow it and I'm not saying we shouldn't. I just know things work out a lot better when people try to understand one another. And it's hard if you are killing a person and don't know the reason why you are killing them except for orders. But protection is needed and people have to keep a smart head in dealing with their relations. Teaching works can help a lot. We can't expect if we are in a religion to convert someone on the spot but we can teach them about why we do the things we do and then they open up and share the same with us. So if we could become a friend or even an ally wouldn't we have a better advantage to intervene in other countries and help where it is needed? All people in the world are human. Retentiously different, yet retentiously the same. This is how we should evaluate one another and then..well false motives will be clear to us!

Had a good day!

So today I was able to work and didn't feel bad or nautious..the medicine the doctor gave me seems to be working! I have been cleaning/straightening up my room and raking hay with the 1206, hauling hay with the Case and the dually..with Dad..! Him and I have been taking turns and it's kinda nice because sometimes when my Uncle Dwayne comes over he helps rake hay too...so basically I raked some of the nieghbors fields even though I totally missed the one somehow around the lake. So we did all the neighbors fields finally and it's such nice weather for it. A few sneezes though because the hay will totally get to you! Haha, I was hauling hay with the Case and the neighbor looked at me, smiled and waved and I gave him a , "I hope this doesn't turn over..yeeks! " look because I had hay on the front loader and the back. I moved about 12 bales from the fields after raking with the 1206 and then finally I drove the dually for the last part of it..but so did Dad..we put the fence up and came home to cookies, mashed potatoes and gravy and fried chicken and green beans that Mom cooked ( who was listening to Pat Benatar and Martina McBride). Everybody was happy too. Worked today and I was happy to be functionable!! Thank God 4 that man!

It's so nice!!!

So tonight I'm away from home and I am treating myself. I am the bestie bestestest bestest person I know. I'm happy to feel free from my responsibility. I have also been sick so I'm going to the doctor tomorrow. I've been profusely throwing my guts up. In the process I think I busted a blood vessel in my eye and I think that it's kinda yellow around it..I wonder what that means? When I was so sick, I felt so bad I thought I was gonna die..but don't worry because I'm taking my usual medication and going to bed. Hopefully it's good news instead of bad because I'm not gonna stop living if something minor goes wrong! It just doesn't make sense..

Just Lately

Well, I feel really bad for Joplin right now and I hope that they find the help they need. I've been trying to stay at home and save money lately and just enjoy friendship and family for a while. It was awesome because I got to go on a hayride last week at my cousin's house for her graduation party. The hayride was so much fun to see the lightning bugs in the dark night and to have this little girl sitting on my lap for a while. She was just so cute I couldn't help it. Then I went over to my smaller cousin's house for a bbq. I got to shoot twice there..I had never tried to shoot clay birds b4 so I think it's safe to say that I'll need practice but the couple times I shot was fun for me. Still have my 22 and haven't target practiced lately. I'm gonna have to bug Dad and Uncle Dwayne about that. Haha, my Dad's always saying I'll shoot a cow or something because the bullet will go through the mud pile..blah blah blah..I dunno just been having fun lately. I'm not sure how I got to Saturday because last I remembered it was Monday.? So anyhow at the bbq my cousin was riding a dirt bike and the boys they were riding dirt bikes and four wheelers. I wanted to go riding on one of them really bad. eh,..that's what we got waverunners for..but it's kinda hard when you don't have them on the lake. lol want a good vacation! It's been nice though not having to worry about school. Sometimes it seems like a pain in my buttox! So anyhow, Dear diary..I can't remember what else I've done lately except play with animals and laugh up a storm with Sarah. I so called her a lesbo the other day for fun when we were playing Mario brothers at someone's house and fake punched her in the arm because I was mad at her! The guys sound like they are back up from the field again..Yay, & gotta go so buh-byez!